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drowned out the senses by focusing on obscure humour

enjoying knowledge.

I'm awake.

Could it be this easy

just to have to say

I will always love you

so long as the sky shines true

and I follow through

that you'll come my way

 

Would all it take

is your hand above my heart

to keep away the fear

and leave us standing here

lasting through the years

then we'd better start

 

Could it be

could it be

that you love me

because I know love you

 

Should I try to show you

where would I begin

maybe with how much you mean to me

or that you've set me free

even you'll agree

I'm a fool who rushed in

 

But could it be

could it be

that you love me

because I love you too

I know what is expected of me yet is it unreasonable to persue enjoyment on different means

should her perception of me cause me to worry when she is blind to the greater reality

the details fade away in the grand scheme yet they invite the most trouble

her tears sicken me they are things I no longer understand

as I can follow her thoughts but they lead to no logical ending

what it is is that she expects me to be more than what she or I expect her to be

ignorance is not bliss

it's uneducated grief

 

 

The fire holds me tight, building the pressure in my chest until I feel no longer.

Laboured breathing

between the beating of the heart

light and darkness

light and darkness

light and darkness

there I stand alone

knowing a little crack

gives way to shatter

I feel the future unfolding inside me

though I suppress it at every turn

until it becomes too much for one person to carry

as the world is weightless when there are no rules

I move forwards because I cannot remember the past

the beast of burden feeds upon broken senses

what's mine is yours even when it is destroyed and distorted

an indifference noted only in those who care to lie about living

once it is risked

it is lost

there is no need to understand action to avoid certainty

the mind falters where the heart soars

and the truth is told

the darkness never blinded us

just confused what was accepted and decent

on the word of another

morality is the god of man

death the insurance

you see without the divine grace of ethics

there is chaos

and in chaos one may find oblivion

forgetting all that was once known

being born anew

fear that they would not find themselves again

but who are we really to care about who we are now when we won't ever be that same person again because we digress into a stupefied state of hope

dreams that misery will end that life will last and peace is somewhere in love

but no hope is the aspiration of those without

misery is necessary life will end and peace was seduced and slain for lust parading as love

all that can be done will always change

but the truth will not

and that is the strength of the gods

the morality of man

the shadow over our hearts

the lights blind us.

I cannot think past

these fake memories

of love

haunting images

standing before me

asking what I refuse

to share

everything

you are

slips through

the cracks of this image

understood

and makes it all better

power lust

greater freedom

in the bottom pits

the sky is pure blue

much more than the soul

trouble on the horizon

sin strikes out

makes us mighty

makes us man

crazy in love

love the crazy

The dead heat courses through me

coming at me like gravity

but moving on I must find out what this day has to offer

show me if what I can bring to reality from the realm of dreams

I create.

A calm notion in a state of disregard

the music scales throughout my head

I am listening behind what they understand

I must play the role as directed by myself

so that all can stay in this relative norm

showing only the pieces of what I am

when I choose to

peace assaults me

luring me to a state of safety

which I trust with one eye open

I wash away.

The eyes are set

ready to go

feasting upon the flesh and bones

of this lonley world

toss aside all that you remember

the only hope here is that we surrender

the night can't take what is not truly there

open

your

heart the joke is ever after

laughing for the crowd to hear

the voices make shifting

a whole lot easier

we are effect without cause

I plan to be that cause

understanding the wrong thing to do

and every implication therein

but to continue to do it anyways

for the benefit of chaotic control

the skin is torn

right under us

a level between which can only be known as futile

resistance against the spinning of this earth

to bring about chance for change

useless

hateful

my word is not guided by regard

but my regard is measured by my word

actions leave us hollowed out by thy name

freedom is on the edge of the bridge

which no one knows where to find

for it is in front of us

in the air

in the sky

in the mind

there is nothing left worth it

the doorbell rings

the moment stops.

Can't you stay

while the stars go their way

we'll dance across the night

simply waiting

as our lives fall apart

leaving me on my knees

 

I've seen the days

pass on to greater things

and all I could do

was stand and watch

dreaming

 

My memory always whispers

empty promises

trying to keep me waiting

for a miracle to come 

on this busy street

and I can't stay much longer because

 

I've seen the days

pass on to greater things

and all I could do

was stand and watch

dreaming

 

And as she walks

the world turns

all the while

leaving behind

those who are

too blind to see

 

That the days

pass on to greater things

and all we can do

is stand and watch

dreaming

always dreaming

 

Through all this sadness

I care only to smile

though the fear holds my heart so near

is it that destiny has used me

or are we lost in the dreams

we never dared to believe

 

I share my life

with the faded memories

star lights the way

beyond the shadows

into a glass soul

 

I don't need to be saved

I put away my wings

one can only fly so high

before the sun begins to burn

us down

bring us back to this

 

A sacrifice

to remember

all that we had shared

when a glass soul

could stand on it's own

 

With all it takes to be strong

I wish it were enough to love

with nothing to prove

still I'm left here

sitting up on the fool's throne

but it's gone

 

A sacrifice

with the faded memories

and all that we shared

beyond the shadows

I can see your smile

in this glass soul.

 

Love is changing us

a simple promise

ain't enough

when love is changing us

but I'll take the vow

never break the pack

and believe that

I will do it all for you

despite how love changes us

 

How doesone measure the distance between memories? Time, space,and impact distort the understanding of reality as these tools have lost their purpose to confusion. A memory, a stark image jarred through the mind, begins and ends in time, not a minute or a second but in actual time. Time as it is known, and as the concept of Father Time indicates, is something to be crafted and controlled, something to be cared for and nurtured. This is not so. Time is no more the passing of the sun than it is the falling of snow, a plain reality. To have happened in time is to be of reality, to have happened in reality. A memory happens in time, in reality, and cannot be bound to belittling terms of now and then, as an idea, a memory, far out lives the reality of the mind. The distance of memoria's center within the brain is no larger than fifthteen centimeters if any space were to be an accurate measurement, it'd be this one. However, a space or void to be travelled through does not capture the spark of a memory, where it originally came from. Space makes note of when it was passed through or used but not of why. Therefore, the cold of space does nothing but entertain the notion of measuring memories, stir the fire in the soul so as to make sure it does not die. The memory reflects everything thought to have occured within a life, impacting the kind of person one may have thought they were. Thought they were. A memory far too far and few cause conflictions, a completely selective causation of impact cannot tell of when of where a memory came from or will go. But this is nothing of importance.

 

"What I have shown you is reality, what you remember that is the illusion."

I have forgotten my name

travelling through the stars

looking in all the wrong places

for a beauty that's just not there

how her cold distant spell affects me

I can't figure it out

and I just don't care

 

She's lighting up the whole world

she's pushing me away

she's teasing me with her whispers

she wants to know if I'll stay

 

I believe there's a reason

the cold runs right to the bones

losing sight of the fact

the mask is mirrored to the soul

how her one, single touch compels me

I can't figure it out

and I'm taking the toll

 

She's lighting up the whole world

she's taking me far away

she's teasing me with her whispers

she's asking if I'm okay

 

I have seen a change

in what was understood

a thousand seperate moments

year after year

still the smoke is rising

how her slow beating heart fell me

I can't figure it out

and I still hold her near

 

She's burning down the whole world

she's keeping me away

she's teasing me with her whispers

she's burning down the world today

Pretending you're a king

believing in everything

don't even bother to think

about all that's real

about how other's feel

 

Coming at me with harsh words

still you can't be heard

this hate has gone too far

just to get nowhere

and I won't be afraid

of the man I see

of the monster you are

 

Kicking in doors

trying to settle some score

you aren't really worried

you've done this all before

but I need more

 

Cause this is a chance I can't take

this is another promise you'll break

this hate has gone too far

just to get nowhere

and I won't be afraid

of the man I see

of the monster you are

 

Blood runs thicker than water

you had everything but not her

you lost her fucking around like a monster

should have took the time to breath easy

now you have nothing, no one's pleased

be no more fighting, no more waiting,

there's no more taking you back

she's letting you know

that you have to go

because of all that you lack

 

This hate has gone too far

just to get nowhere

and I won't be afraid

of the man I see

of the monster you are

They etched your name with fire in the sky, kicked in doors just to test you. How fickle your ripple of humanity is, where it's lost. You may blow away like a house of leaves or remain more rigid than the thinking man, the truth behind strength lies in change. This strength I believe you have, although you may know it as love. A part of love is to be able to change, to grow, and change is strength, mostly it takes a lot of strength to love. Despite the chaos around any corner or behind every heartbeat, these are the times to celebrate because change is possible and love is out there, or even right here. The strength may not be a complete understanding, an unchallenged faith, or proof beyond feeling. Yet it's faith in knowing that these feelings exist that motivates the effect or action of love, of strength, or of any other metaphysical impulse driving and designing perceptions of who we are. The causation is the self. You have a self, you know yourself. You have strength, you know strength. You have love, you know love.

Memory, oh memory

this is what I want to be

memory can't you see

now you're losing me

 

No line in the sand

or sand in the hour

how could we forget your awesome power

 

Every shadow, every breathe

this is all that's left

 

Memory, oh memory

this is what I want to be

memory can't you see

now you are losing me

 

A dream perchance

a chance to sleep

a promise all the same

still I want to keep

 

every shadow, every breathe

since this is all that's left

 

Memory, oh memory

what have you done to me

memory can't you see

now you are losing me

 

Will there always be

some madness in love

is that kind of strange?

and will it be enough?

 

Every shadow, every breathe

is all that's left

 

Memory, oh memory

this is what you've done to me

Memory, oh memory

can't you see

that you're losing me.

Come to understand

the heart means more than the man

Leave behind all stars at night

we were never meant to fly

Just like the shadows from our past

I can't live without some light

in my world

 

Have you ever felt

your way through the darkness

just to find I was there

And all I can really say

is that I will always

and all ways love you

 

Take this moment and

find a place where you can

run with it to the end of time

as the heart beats through the man

I believe there was a chance for us

to have something I'm

afraid of

 

Have you ever felt

that you were alone

with no left to be by your side

all I can really say

is that I will always

and all ways love you

 

Waiting here I stand

where it all began

don't give away fire that ignites your soul

don't let the memories scare you away

please don't hold back tonight

because you're the one that keeps me whole

even when the heart fails the man 

 

All I can really say

is that I will always

and all ways love you.